I decided to edit this post, because I didn't like its negativity. But I'll leave the end because that part was kind of cool.
There's a Buddhist koan that one might meditate on and figure out its meaning:
- A man traveling across a field encountered a tiger. He fled, the tiger after him. Coming to a precipice, he caught hold of the root of a wild vine and swung himself down over the edge. The tiger sniffed at him from above. Trembling, the man looked down to where, far below, another tiger was waiting to eat him. Only the vine sustained him.
Two mice, one white and one black, little by little started to gnaw away the vine. The man saw a luscious strawberry near him. Grasping the vine with one hand, he plucked the strawberry with the other. How sweet it tasted!
To me, this means to Find happiness where you are, no matter where that place might be.